Circle of mind..

Subhanallah..

Feel very dispointed with myself after reading few blogs that are really enlighten me.

I've got everything and capable of doing something yet produced nothing..

Terasa sangat kerdil dan jahil dalam melahirkan rasa syukur di atas apa nikmat yang telah diberikan..

Push the envelope now or never!!

“What is needed now is not a shining sword, but a very sharp mind” – Saying of A Sage

bicara diri..

Kadang-kadang diri ini banyak berfikir mengenai tujuan hidup. Memangla semua orang cakap ingin berjaya dunia dan akhirat, ingin mendapat kebahagian, kesenangan hidup dunia apatah lagi akhirat kelak...

Namun, practically.. have you done anythings to achieve those targets and aims? If yes, how you did that, was your action definitely towards your aims above or I did this because everyone did the same things.

Sejenak berbicara dengan diri.. Diri berkata,

"banyak lagi ilmu aku yang perlu dipelajari, benyak lagi perkara yang aku harus faham, banyak lagi perkara yang aku harus tumpu dan banyak juga perkara yang aku harus abaikan.."

Diri berbicara lagi..

"Aku harus pandai melihat keutamaan, kenal diri dan understand fundamental needed in myself"

Bukan diri ini tidak mengerti gelodak jiwa.. Ya, resah dan gelisah itu sentiasa ada.. Namun harapannya tidak buntu untuk mencari jalan keluar kepada permasalahan ini..

Flu and Runny and Blocked Nose

yesterday, i've frequently got sneezing together with runny nose. It's sign form me usually.. but yesterday, i just hold it until my lunch as i wish to had budu with ikan singgan.. But, unfortunately my flu came faster than my wish.. so, there's no budu but i've got banyak pills and syrups to makan.. semalam.. sleep with blocked nose...

today, it's getting worse!! I just laid on my bed until got new pain i.e. back pain.. and nothing is done coz i'm too weak.. this is the most worst demam in UK.. i need my husband, my ummi..

luckily, i've got semangat from my husband.. Thanks dear.. He said:

halim: be strong dear...

halim: nak lawan selsema ni takleh ikut dia...

halim: kena kuat lawan

halim: mcm abg hr tu la

halim: 5 hr

hopefully, i'm getting better tomorrow... 5 days too long for me to have this inluenza.

Banyak kerja awaiting me.. :(

Alhamdulillah.. thanks Allah for giving this opportunity to feel pain and makes me realize that, i've been quite ignorant of my health lately and less syukur..

Moga2 flu ni dapat hapus my dosa dosa kecil..

ameen..

not in the mood..

My weekend filled with jamuan makan2 starting from friday nite, saturday lunch and another lunch on sunday. On the friday night Shikin has made very delicious Asam Pedas originally recipe from Malacca. It was nice together with telur dadar and stir fry veggie. That nite we are also planning our trip to Scotland.. particularly Edinburgh. My husband was there abt 2 years ago but this is not right timing for me to ask any suggestions of where are the interesting places there. I know u can only 'google' it but.. saje nak manja-manja ngan my hubby..

on Saturday, we have a CNY celebration kat belakang rumah.. Moss Side Sport Center but there's no Chinese cuisines there. Hmm.. takpe.. tak kesah pun coz i'm not really big fan of chinese food ni.. and today, we are inviting Wee and his wife, Intan and their son, Iman having lunch here. Ayam tandori with veggie soup and 'sambal ketuk'. after that, we went to China town and Asda Hulme for groccery shopping.

And this weekend, i haven't do anything for my kerja sekolah.. Malas nyer rasa!! Benci bila ada perasaan macam ni tau! I need my spirit back.. Come..come where are u now?? I need you..
Come back to me!! Please.. I'm begging you..

p/s: Fae, Banyak kan solat sunat, ngaji Quran and muhasabah balik urself..
I knew that, maybe i was too enjoyed over this weekend.. So, muhasabah balik ur relationship with Sang Pencipta!

Aku pohon dengan amat..

Ya Allah
Kuatkan la hati hambaMu dalam mengharungi
segala ujian dan cabaran yang datang
kuatkan lah semangat untuk meneruskan kehidupan ini

Ya Allah,
Aku pohon dengan amat
Agar aku tergolong dalam golongan yang engkau redhai

Ya Allah,
Berikanla kekuatan supaya aku tidak berhenti berharap dariMu,
Berikanla kekuatan untuk ku mengharungi ujianMu

Ya Allah,
Berikanla aku ketenangan jiwa
Berikanla aku peluang untuk berbakti
Kepada agamaMu, suamiku, kedua ibubapaku, keluargaku

Ya Allah,
Aku pohon kepadaMu untuk hamba yang soleh,
Isteri solehah
Anak solehah
Ibu mithali

Ya Allah
Kuatkan la dan tabahkan la hati hambaMu yang dhaif ini.